Looking back at a year

1 year ago today Jaret was born still and I was fighting sickness. I can't believe it has actually been a year now. My heart is still broken and raw, although the pain has gotten less and life does move forward. Looking back I see that my little boy made the ultimate sacrifice. He sacrificed himself for his mom and his 2 younger brothers. Because of his sacrifice the 3 of us are here. It doesn't make things any easier, but I know that God has a plan in all of this and i see some of it now.