Life happens...
I feel like i can see the end of the current insanity, its there, i can almost touch it! Maybe for the first time in 6 years my life can be closer to "normal." No deployments, no job crisis, no psycho people, no abnormal pregnancies...
I was talking to my mom the other day and she is amazed i'm still sane after the last few years and i realized how crazy it has been. 6 years ago i was being beaten, then that whole dropping outta school cause of justin coming, having premature baby, being single mom and thinking its gonna calm down after meeting jas. My bit of fresh air was a joke as he was deployed very quickly after we were married, dealing with that for 18 months while having julia and all that fun. We got to go straight from there to fun with ptsd and a few bad job/financial situations to straight into another deployment, not to mention the heatlh situations we have dealt with along the way. And to think there has been no break from one situation to another, in many cases a there was even overlapping. Maybe she's right, it is amazing im as sane as i am. I have been on edge for so many years i think i'll be ready for a breath of fresh air, for normal problems that normal families have...bring it on!
